Inevitable destination

well- i'm stuck laying in bed because my damn cpap doesn't work and i was told by zen that i'm not supposed to call staff for them to fix it anymore because they're not allowed to deal with a life-saving device like a cpap.. kinda defeats the purpose of even having "assistance" being PAID to "!assist" you when they can just use the excuse they were told NOT to assist you. i was thinking and i'm pretty sure that my case manager is assisting to put me in a damn nursing home because on her last evaluation, she claims i need help with bathing and grooming- which i do NOT- the only assistance i require in the bath is getting in and out of the tub for safety reasons so i don't slip and/or fall when getting in or out if the tub. it just sucks because i get the picture they're doing everything possible to make it seem like i need to be put in a nursing home for their convenience and amanda doesn't care! so that's where i'm bound to end up.